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When Did I...? || Germany x Reader

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GERMANY X READER || WHEN DID I…?

 


When did I suddenly realize that my name had a certain ring to it ever since he came into my life?

 

When did I actually stop my study sections and start hanging out with the German and his brother, Gilbert?

 

When did I start thinking that your voice was all I wanted to hear?

 

When did I realize that loving him had become painful to contain to myself any longer?


At the library, in a secluded corner where no one was able to see, there stood a familiar German boy with his eyes on a book, or that’s what it seemed to others that passed by. Next to him was the girl that had become his friend over the course of the semester and trying to find a suitable book that suited her tastes.

 

Little did she know, her friend was watching her from the corner of his eye and blushed lightly when he came across the thought of her turning and noticed him staring at her.

 

“Can you believe we became friends over a phone?” The [H/c]-ed girl said, smiling at the silly memory that she liked repeated it over and over again.

“Ja, I can’t believe it either.”  Ludwig responded, smiling one of his rare smiles that seemed way too American.


When did I start thinking that your voice was all that I wanted to hear?

 

When did I start thinking about how special you were to me?

 

When did I realize that my name had a special ring to it whenever you said it?

 

When did I notice that ever since I met you, I couldn’t stop thinking about you?


“Starting tomorrow, we’ll be giving out handouts for our trip to Germany, Switzerland and Austria. I suggest you guys start saving and sign up before the year is over. The deadline for the deposit is a two weeks from today!” [Teacher Name] said, handing out the brochure of the trip the school was allowing them to do. [F/n] always wanted to travel abroad and so did every other person in the class who were talking about meeting a foreign guy or girl with a hot accent. It’s always the accent…

 

Germany, Switzerland and Austria were three countries that were so beautiful and are rich with history and culture. That’s [F/n]’s reason to sign up for the trip – to see the countries that her friends grew up in.

 

The [E/c]-ed girl was pretty excited to tell her friends Gilbert, Vash, Roderich and Ludwig that she signed up to take a trip to their home countries. Elizabeta, her Hungarian friend who was dating Roderich, already heard about her decision and decided to support [F/n] all the way. Lili, the shy green eyed girl who was the younger sister of Vash, also supported [F/n] and signed up as well. And then cancel it due to having an overprotective brother.

 

“I think Ludwig would be happy to see you interested in his country [F/n].” Elizabeta said, grinning widely. [F/n] caught on to the comment and blushed at the thought of her best friend liking her more than just a friend. Now that she was thinking about it, they have been talking more easily now these days and on days that neither of them is at school or at their usual hangout spots, the other would worry to no end. That was just normal right? Friends react that way when their friends are not around – they get the “You-idiot-Why-weren’t-you-at-school-I-was-stuck-with-these-idiots-all-day” syndrome.

 

“Eliza, you know Luddy and I are best friends. Besides, I don’t think he likes me that way.” Said the [e/c]-ed female, paying more attention to the form in front of her than her Hungarian friend sitting beside her. The said Hungarian pouted at the statement [F/n] made.

“Not true! On the contrary, my sources say that he does like you!”

“Gilbert doesn’t count Eliza.”

“That’s not the point!” Exclaimed Elizabeta, getting up from her seat and grabbed the [e/c]-ed girl’s shoulders, “My mission now is to get you and Ludwig together before your trip! This I swear!”

“But-!”

“Butt’s are for pooping [F/n]!” said a familiar American voice, “Besides, I wanna see this relationship happen! Eliza, I’m teaming up with you!”

“Wait a minute, don’t I-!”

“Great! Operation: [F/n] x Ludwig  is a go!”

 

“Why am I friends with you guys again?”

 

Meanwhile in another room, Ludwig and his awesome brother, Gilbert, were listening to the announcement that the teacher was giving, similar to what [Teacher’s name] in [F/n]’s class was giving.

“How unawesome! They didn’t even mention Prussia!” exclaimed Gilbert with his face on the desk, wearing a bored expression.

“Gilbert, Prussia isn’t a country anymore.” The teacher commented and then Gilbert quickly stood up.

“NO! Prussia is awesome and awesomeness never dies! Watch, Prussia will come back and I can be called Prussian again!!”

“Until then, you’re German, dummkopf.” Ludwig said, forcing his brother to sit back down on his chair and for the teacher’s job to be easier than they wanted. The teacher gave the blonde a quiet nod – a thank you – and continued to the lesson that was left abandoned before the announcement was made.

However, the blonde German didn’t really pay attention to the lesson that the teacher was lecturing anymore. His mind was busy somewhere else because there was a certain [h/c]-ed girl that was in his thoughts.

She was there no matter what he was doing.

 

 

~~ TIME SKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY LUNCH ~~

 

It’s the best part of the day every day.

 

Lunch.

 

“So, did you guys hear about the European trip?” Elizabeta started as she was finishing up with her drink. Roderich looked up and finished what he was munching on before he responded,

“Yes. They’re planning on going to Germany, Switzerland and Austria, correct?” He said and [F/n] enthusiastically nodded.

“Right; I can’t wait to tell Dad that instead of a car, I want to go on this trip.” The [H/c]-ed girl said, smiling and everyone else around her couldn’t help, but chuckle at how excited she was.

 

Even Ludwig couldn’t help, but chuckle at the girl he liked act all cute.

 

“But [F/n], I thought you wanted the new [Dream Car] that just came out!”

“Nah. I can wait for another day to get the car. It’s not like it’s going anywhere.”

“How many times to I have to tell you that “Nah” is not a word?”

“17 times, Edelstein! 17 times!” the group of friends laughed and enjoyed what normal teenagers would enjoy. iWe enjoy tumblr, pinterest, Instagram, deviantart, quotev, fanfiction.net, google+ and a bunch of other crap that adults don’t know about. OTP’s man, OTP’s.

 

As they were enjoying the laughter, Ludwig, quietly and swiftly, watched [F/n] and smiled genuinely in secret.

 

 

Some of you guys must be asking, how Ludwig Beilschmidt, younger brother of Gilbert Beilschmidt, fell in love with [F/n] [L/n]. 

 

 

Well, it did start off with him losing his cellphone and as he called his number, a girl answered the phone, claiming that she found the phone and wanted to return it. It was strange for him to hear that considering that his phone was one of the newest and latest models and the girl said that she just want to return it. They met at the library like he suggested and he got to see just how this girl looked like.

 

In his words, “shinning [H/c]-ed hair that even had its own warmth, the brightest [e/c]-ed eyes that would rival the color and those eyes were protected by the long eyelashes that gave their own shadow. Her cheeks were rosy pink and just the way that she stood and acted, I would have confused her as a doll in my imagination.”

 

He was so in love with [F/n], it’s painful to see how they’re not together yet.


When did I realize that you were the one perfect for me?

 

When did I realize I was happy because I met you?

 

Why does my heart start beating every time I think about you?

 

How did I start laughing whenever I see you?


The deadline for the European trip was today and a happy [F/n] was walking through the halls and ready to turn in all the papers that she and her parents filled out together. They even visited the doctor and the place you get your passports at.

 

[F/n] dad just wanted his daughter to have the things that he didn’t have growing up and what better chance than to send his only child (so far) to a European trip with some friends from school.

 

“Hey [F/n].” Ludwig greeted her as he walked out from the class. [F/n] followed the source of the sound and smiled when she saw the familiar blue eyes and the slicked back blonde hair of her friend.

“Hey Luddy. Did you turn in your permission slip for the trip? I’m turning in mine right now actually.” She said and Ludwig nodded contently. [F/n] was the only one that he felt he could tell her anything – she was the only one that made him feel this way, a way where he doesn’t have to worry about anything.

“I turned mine three days ago.”

“That’s nice! I wonder which country we’ll go first! I hope its Germany because I want to see the country you grew up in.” The [H/c]-ed girl said, smiling in a way that almost made Ludwig skip a heartbeat.

 

That’s not good. Do you know how much of a nervous mess he was right now? You may not see it with your eyes, but when you look closely, you could tell from his wandering eyes.

 

“I haven’t heard much from Herr [Teacher name]. He said we’ll get the guide by the end of the month, a week before we leave for the trip.”

“Okay. Thanks Luddy.” She was the only one that escaped on calling him that. After all, [F/n] was the one that gave him the nickname and it was a nickname that he actually liked.

 

“I gotta turn this in before I forget. I’ll see you later with the others Luddy.” [F/n] waved and went into the classroom of the teacher sponsoring the trip…sort of.

 

You know, there’s a reason why Ludwig decided to sign up for this trip.

 

Before this trip, he’s going to try to make you his girlfriend and maybe you two can go on some romantic dates during the trip. That’s his plan or what his brother wanted. Speaking of his brother, he so totally knew about Ludwig’s crush on the [H/c]-ette. So, along with the trio that loves yaoi, Alfred, the prissy girly Roderich, and a bunch of his not-as-awesome-as-him friend, he’s going to bring those two together to make an almost awesome couple and he can be the awesome uncle!

 

~~/+/~~

 

[F/n] and the other students that signed up for the trip were only a week away from the trip and it was the trip that everyone was talking about. Even [N/Y/H] wanted to go, but she couldn’t since she was grounded. When [F/n] heard, she screamed happily “YESS!!! THAT’S WHAT YOU GET YOU BEYAOCH!!!”

 

Ludwig was counting the days and he was running out of time. He really wants to tell you.

 

“LUDWIG!! Why can’t you just go up to her and tell her!?” yelled the Prussian. He forced me to call him ‘Prussian’ in the story.

 

“What? No! I want my confession to be special for her.” His younger brother said and tried to make his thoughts remain calm about all of this. So far, it’s not working.

 

“Nope. The trip is next Monday, bruder! I repeat, MONDAY!!! You either do this now or just suffer through the trip without having [F/n] as your frau! Besides, I want to be your kids’ awesome uncle!” Gilbert said, laughing his signature laugh and his comment made Ludwig blush more than he always had.

 

Have kids with [F/n]?

 

He did like the sound of that.

 

“I’ll tell [F/n]. Tomorrow.”

“That’s better! Just in case, get her flowers. Girls like flowers or something that they can keep for a long time!”


When did I thinking that you were someone I could trust?

 

When did I start caring for you so much?

 

When did I start doing so much for you?

 

When did I realize I was happy because I met you?


We all know Ludwig is not much of the romantic type.

 

However, this was all due to a girl that he was willing to do this much for her.

 

Last night, more like all month, he’s been trying to write what he should say to the [H/c]-ette and practiced saying it to his mirror. He only had three days left before the big day. Not only that, he had to pay attention to his studies!

 

“Luddy, are you okay?” [F/n] asked as she was looking up to her German friend. Yeah, [F/n] is short, but it’s always the short people that kick the hardest. ((HECK YEAH WE DO!!))

“I’m f-fine. C-can we just get to your house? I really need to study.” He said nervously. If you had good hearing, you would have heard his voice cracking a bit. That was unnoticed by [F/n] as she gave Ludwig her award-winning smile that he loved so much.

“Sure. It’s been a while since you came to my house. You usually come over when something happens in your house or when we hang out.”

Ja. Gilbert locked me out and he took all the spare house keys with him.” He said and [F/n] couldn’t help, but laugh at her friends poor fortune.

 

“Don’t laugh!”

“Sorry! Hahaha~!! Well, at least it’s not raining or cold. That could have been bad.”

“Yeah. Do you think your Dad will approve of me coming over?”

“Luddy, my dad loves you like you’re his son. Sure, he can be a bit…eccentric, but at least he’s not chasing you around with a shotgun.”

 

Yeah….about [F/n]’s dad…he’s super over protective and unless you love football or any type of sport, guns, a gentleman, and treat his little [F/n] right, he won’t chase you around with his shotgun at hand. The last time that happened, Gilbert had to hide for a week since [Father’s name] was just outside his house and wanted to teach him a lesson for back talking him.

 

 

If you were smart, you would not mess with [Father’s name].

 

 

“I SMELL TESTOSTOROME!!!” A voice yelled from inside the two story house that the two friends stopped in front of.  [F/n] sweat dropped while Ludwig grew a bit worried. Right on cue, the adult male kicked the door open and met the two teenagers up front. [Father’s name]’s glare softened to a smile once he saw that it was Ludwig.

“Why, if it isn’t Ludwig. Where have you been? The house was quiet with you not coming over for a while.” He said, patting the boy on his head like a small kid. Did I mention [F/n]’s dad is tall too? As tall as Ivan people! Maybe even taller than that!

 

“S-sorry sir! I’ve been meaning to come, but there are studies and that trip next Monday.”

“Oh, you don’t have to call me sir! Call me Dad! You’re like my son-in-law Ludwig!”

 

Yep, that’s how much [F/n]’s dad loved Ludwig. [F/n] blushed at everything that escaped her father’s mouth and tried to avoid conversation with him, especially Ludwig since this was super embarrassing. Right in front of her Crush too. Wait a minute; [F/n] has a crush on Ludwig? Cute!!

 

“Dad! Why do you have to do this every time Luddy comes over?” exclaimed [F/n], trying to hide her blush with her hand.

“Because! Ludwig is nice to you! I want my little princess to be treated right by a nice guy! I simply won’t give away my daughter to just any man!”

“Dad!!”

“Seriously Ludwig, doesn’t [F/n] make a good wife? She’s pretty, she can cook and clean. She’s even polite and really fun to hand out with – try not to piss her off by the way – and she’s keep your bed warm during the blitz.”

 

“DAD!!!!”

 

~~/+/~~

 

“Kids! I’m going to get some groceries for dinner! Ludwig, you’re staying here whether you like it or not!” [F/n]’s dad screamed upstairs to his daughter and the guy that he hopes would become his son-in-law. I emphasis this because I want to, his son-in-law.

 

[F/n] sighed in relief when the door closed.

 

“I’m so sorry about him. He can get a little….eccentric…”

“Didn’t you already say that?”

“I don’t care, I’ll apologize twice. I’m so sorry luddy!”

“[F/n], it’s fine. I’m related to Gilbert and friends with Feliciano.”

“They’re nothing compared to my dad though!”

 

One silent moment….two silent moments….three silent moments….

 

WHEN THE HELL IS THE GOOD STUFF GOING TO HAPPEN!?!?

 

 

Look, Ludwig didn’t actually come here to just ‘study’ with [F/n]. No, he made a deal with his brother about confessing to her and boy was he going to confess to her! Just as soon as he can find the right moment.

Like his prayer had been answered, [F/n] tripped trying to get up (She can be such a klutz. She tripped over thin air). She expected to meet face to floor and closed her eyes to embrace impact. What she didn’t know was that her friend thought quickly and tried cushioning her fall. Ludwig used his whole body as a pillow for [F/n]. [F/n] opened her eyes, she blushed scarlet red and tried to sit up or something to make things less awkward between the two here. Ludwig also blushed and it wasn’t help that his crush was on him – so close to him.

“L-l-ludwig! I’m really sorry!” She uttered, panicked and nervous. It’s so obvious that she didn’t want this situation to happen. What can I say?

“I’m so sorry! I-!” Before [F/n] continued to apologize, she stopped herself and took one glance at the blue eyes that hid almost nothing, not even a certain passion that couldn’t be contained anymore. Cliché as it may sound, it was true though.

 

No.

 

He wasn’t going to hide his feelings away anymore. He wasn’t going to wait so long and fear that someone has now claimed her. He was done waiting this long and wanted her to know now.

 

Ludwig stared in [F/n]’s own [E/c]-ed eyes and saw something in them – a innocent look that he wanted to cherish, an emotion of excitement of being this close that never faded for a second, no, a millisecond. It might have been his ears playing tricks on him, but he swore that he heard [F/n]’s heart beat faster.

 

“[F/n],” He whispered softly for the girl to hear. Whether it was from the heat of the moment or she was just swoon by her blonde friend whispering her name like that, in an almost seductive way, she lowered herself close to Ludwig’s face and was, literally, a breathe away from touching his lips.

 

 

Ich liebe dich.” He whispered again before he sat up and then pressed [F/n]’s lips to his, closing all space between them. At first, the girls [E/c]’s wide open due to the surprise, but after some time (Like five seconds), she slowly closed them and positioned herself to get a more comfortable position. Neither one of them were about to give up on breaking apart due to how long they wanted this to happen.

 

 

His arms snaked around her waist; her hands grabbed fistfuls of his hair.

 

 

Much to [F/n]’s displeasure, Ludwig pulled away, panting heavily almost as much as the girl in front of him. That wasn’t the only thing that caught [F/n]’s attention though, she was pulled into a warm embrace by the male and tightened his grip a bit, not too much though since he was afraid that if he held you more than intended, he would break you. To him, you were fragile and perfect.

 

“I want…no, I need to tell you something very important.” He said, gently speaking and his accept…Oh, his accent, it just got x500 sexier the way he was speaking now. “The first time w-we met, I thought it was fate. Becoming your f-friend was a choice, but loving you, I h-had no control over.”

 

Holy snapples, he’s confessing!! Someone get Kiku, Mei, and Elizabeta!! And tell them to get a camera!!

 

“You’re strong, caring and when we first met, you cared for me despite us not knowing each other. I may be selfish for saying this, but I don’t care. I want to keep you around me! I want to be the one that makes you smile and laugh! I want to be the one that wipes your tears. So…W-w-will you be my girlfriend!?”

 

[F/n] was shocked…no, shocked as light years behind; she was dazed x600!! Her crush was asking her to be his girlfriend!

 

Instead of a simple yes or no, [F/n] wrapped her arms around his neck and pushed herself against him to get a taste of his lips again.

 

This kiss – he didn’t hesitate or restrain himself…

 

It didn’t last long though…

 

“[F/n]!! Ludwig! I’m both respecting your privacy by knocking, but asserting my authority as your father by coming in any way!!” And just like that, [Father’s name] knocked down the door with his deadly kick and instantly saw the two in the same position that they ended up in. [F/n] looked terrified, Ludwig was horrified. However, they did think what [Father’s name] did next was surprising.

 

“Am I going to be a grandpa now!?! Awesome!!”

 

 

~~/+/~~

 

 "Ludwig?"

"Ja?"

"Did you know our picture is the number one pic trending on Twitter?' And [F/n] showed the picture of her kissing her boyfriends cheek and behind them was the famous Hapsburg Palace. 

"It's under "#IShipit", "#OTP", and "#[F/n]Ludwig". Why?"


"I don't know. I'm confused as you are. But it is cute~!"



When did I realize that I love you so much?



~~~~EXTENDED ENDING~~~~

"Look at them!! They're so cute together!" A certain green eyed girl said to her violet eyed boyfriend. 

"I've been taking pictures for Kiku. He's said he'll be making a story where [F/n] is a guy or something!"

"Tell him that I want that book when he he finishes it!" Elizabeta said. 

"Man. I can't wait till I become an uncle!"


"Man, I can't wait to tell [F/n]'s Dad about this!"

"Hey! Al, why can you say his name so casually and I can't?" Asked a certain albino.
"He doesn't like you."

"He's just jealous."

"No I am not albino."


In the distance, you hear Gilbert run away from [F/n]'s dad.


------Finland------NoRway-----

I feel like I rushed it at the end :iconcryforeverplz: :iconprussiaplz: I should have done something amazing at the end! TT~TT

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